Year One Complete!

Wow! We made it!! AND we are all still alive! A few bumps, bruises and scratches but officially intact.

What a year it has been, the hardest but definitely the best year of my life. It hasn’t gone as expected but whatever has been thrown at us we have taken in our stride and carried on going.

Today we had a party for Jude & Luca with lots of family and friends plus the twins got to meet their cousins for the first time!! And I got first snuggles with baby (not so baby) Isaac. Precious memories.

Also none of us had a clue who was who all day! (As in the twins) we bathed them last night and dressed them in mismatch PJs I had bought. Not sure why I even question if they’re identical or not! in personality they are quite different Jude is much more relaxed and happy go lucky, Luca is a tad more temperamental and likes to be centre of attention – seeing as both mummy and daddy went to drama school I’m not surprised. I’m pretty sure I have them the correct way around now, tomorrow as the excitement will have died down¬†their true personalities will show through.

Lesson learn –¬†leave hospital bands on until old enough to be able to tell the difference.

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The first 16 days of the twins lives were spent in hospital, they were good weights at 5.11lb (Luca and 6.1lb (Jude) but during their first night in hospital the midwives began to worry about their blood sugar levels dropping so we had to be separated and the twins were taken to “paediatrics” for a few tests and a bottle, I was told! Being on my own unable to move from the epidural before my section in a ward with three or four other women, during the middle of the night, on my own without any babies was a horrible feeling.

Few hours later and I was told they were hooked up to monitors and being fed through a tube. Heart broken! They weren’t even in the same room to start when I first went to see them, they were so unsettled, just horrible. After tests, including a lumbar puncture, they came to the conclusion that Jude had meningitis and Luca had an infection, which meant Jude had to be on a full course of antibiotics for 14 days. After a few days once they started feeding from me they were able to come up to the room with me.

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Those 16 days dragged so long, being away from Nathaniel for so long was completely devastating. He has coped so well becoming a big brother, welcoming two screaming children into his home and taking up his time. He is such a loving, kind and fun big bro, the twins love him more than they love each other!

God it has been such a busy year, babies, starting my own business when they were 3 months and 18 months, ditching diets and processed food and switching to a healthy living, transforming bodies and helping my family too to live a healthy life!

Incredibly epic! Would sum it up pretty well. Here’s to an extreme 2015, throw it at me!!

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Why?

Why can be the beginning of many questions!

Why is the sky blue?

Why am I always tired?

Why did this happen to me?

But recently the word why has meant something more to me!

“MY why…”
The reason you get out of bed in the morning, the smile on your face, your motivation.

Now for you that could be:

Money
Cars
New outfit
The weekend
Family
Friends
Partners
Time
Health

These are MY whys…

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Nathaniel 2 years old, Jude & Luca 9 months old.

In the past 6 months my ultimate goals and visions for the future have changed dramatically, but my three little men have always stayed right at the top!

Right now I am in the best health possible, I am full of energy (even though I don’t sleep), have a super strong immune system, the best condition growing hair, plus loads more, but also I am 4lbs off of my 3st lost milestone!

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Another why…

Why do I choose gold? My nan died at 52 from bowel cancer. My mum is 46 and was diagnosed with crohns this year & spends too much time in hospital.

I WILL NOT WAIT TO GET ILL! I will not wait until its too late.

I will spend a healthy happy long life with my boys and i will not sacrifice my time to a job i don’t love, to a disease i could have prevented.

So I will spend 1.90 a day for the rest of my life to make sure i give my body the best chance possible! 27 different varieties of fruit, veg & berries in a capsule, quick, easy, convenient and my boy gets his for free too!

Sacrifice money or time? I know what my choice is!

Time is free but so precious and this is what I want to teach my friends, family & anyone who will listen.

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Thanks for reading x